Today I just wanted to write

Today, I just wanted to write, write about life and anything... I dont want to be positive or negative, or look at any glass of water to say they are half full or half empty.

I am sad today as I watched an argument turn racial in South Africa in the gym I went to. And yes, unfortunately the two side argument happened to be one black and one white. The argument (I dont really what to mention what it was about) soon turned sour and people started to point fingers, talking about no respect for self and the people involved. I am just sad about the hurt apartheid has caused this country, I am just sad about that it is still hurting people and will continue to hurt at this rate. I just really dont like this attitude of everybody owe you something that I have observed. Gosh, ok; yes someone might have done u wrong in the past, but if you dont move on you will never be free of the hurt it caused you. So what are you still doing holding so tightly on your hatred? Was good does it do for you?!?

God, I see the problem; but what exactly can I do about this situation? I really want to help but are those in need of my help willing to be helped? God, I am human and of course I am far from being like you; I dont think I have the patience or eternity time to wait for these peopl. What am I to do?