Friday, August 30, 2013

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use The tools, the gifts we've got yeah we got a lot at stake And in the end, you're still my friend at least we didn't tend For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in I had to learn what I got, and what I'm not And who I am.... This is lyrics from a song 'I wouldn't give up' from Jason Mraz. Even through the context of the song is about a relationship, I feel very much this is a motivational song too. I have not succeeded more times I can count but I am not going to give up and walk away so easily. This is so not the last you have seen of me trying and fighting, screaming and kicking. A family member of someone suffering asked me how do I deal with people who's miserable everyday? This question echoed with me, yes just how do you do it? I think I can do it because I am not someone who walks away easily and yes, I am here to stay and to make the difference that I can make with what I got and who I am. I wouldn't give up easily, no, especially when my clients don't give up. I think sometimes clients have no idea I become someone more than I am because of them. Things I will not do for myself or say to stand up for myself, but yet I will do it for them. I also don't give up because I know I am better than some people appear to think I am and I have more patience and determination than they even think I have. So, success or not this time around, no, I am still not going to give up, no no, not now, not ever. If my mind is set, it really takes a lot to change it, a lot.

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